my resting heart rates in triple digits
the sun went down and my hopes went with it
i'm not having fun
i plan my day around medication
a rollercoaster of stimulation
i'm not the only one
i left my journal out in the rain
hoping the storm would somehow wash away
all those stupid repetitive entries, i've been writing for what feels like centuries
like years and years and years
and years and years
and years and years
i'll get out of bed and charge my fitbit
'cause this time i swear it's different
i'm not giving up
i've got plans for re-arranging
every part of me is changing
but not fast enough
if i left this body out in the rain
do you think the storm might somehow wash away
all of this extra weight
red face
fine lines
that i've spent so much time hating
like years
and years and years and years
every ocean is full of garbage
everyone i know is starving
for some type of care
all my friends are missing pieces
we're all sad with no good reasons
i know it isn't fair
if i left the whole world out in the rain
you think the storm might somehow wash away
all of the tears and the crying
all the grief and the dying
at the very least get struck by lightning
anything to keep us fighting
for the next few years
and years and years
and years and years
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